Arranging and re-arranging things in the apartment, watching rain,driving through rain and walking through rain. Day went by with all itsinsanity or my insanity for the day.
I comment on many sites on many different posts of people in xanga. IfI annoyed anyone through posts or replies my sincere apologies. I saidthis because someone told me so.
I am not going to post a poem but the lyrics of this great old song which I loved from the moment I heard it and still love it.
The Unforgiven
New blood joins this earth
and quikly he’s subdued
through constant pain disgrace
the young boy learns their rules
with time the child draws in
this whipping boy done wrong
deprived of all his thoughts
the young man struggles on and on he’s known
a vow unto his own
that never from this day
his will they’ll take away
what I’ve felt
what I’ve known
never shined through in what I’ve shown
never be
never see
won’t see what might have been
what I’ve felt
what I’ve known
never shined through in what I’ve shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
they dedicate their lives
to running all of his
he tries to please them all
this bitter man he is
throughout his life the same
he’s battled constantly
this fight he cannot win
a tired man they see no longer cares
the old man then prepares
to die regretfully
that old man here is me
what I’ve felt
what I’ve known
never shined through in what I’ve shown
never be
never see
won’t see what might have been
what I’ve felt
what I’ve known
never shined through in what I’ve shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven
you labeled me
I’ll label you
so I dub thee unforgiven
Forgive me my little friend.