Here is a Live Video from my writing Den. It is just not writing I do from here. Daytime I work from home too. So at times you may see me just talking, yes I talk on the phone a lot and you may think I am speaking to thin air. I do that too as part of the writing process. In a nutshell, what you see is what you get. There is no audio. You only get to watch me not hear me.
Some people are very good at romance. Some people are really pathetic at romancing. The problem with extremes of both is .. it is very boring. Now this problem can come from many aspects.. Sometime even the best of the best can crumble in front of a potential partner(Male or female) because of circumstances. One example, I met this girl a while back and the very first time I saw her I felt attracted to her. The issue is the elusiveness of life took her away. Now I see her everyday still there is that elusive part where I cannot talk to her, she is not free, when she is free I am not free. Every bit of reasons comes and takes us away from each other. This is in many ways interesting and challenging. But there are times it becomes utterly boring. Earlier today when the temperatures with windchill felt like about -9F I took a walk to see her and talk to her. Hmmm nope, missed her totally. I came home and tried many distractions (Good, bad and dirty) naaa nothing working… then I opened this poem.. The first stanza was written a while back and I finished it.. Though a bit lame, Opposite thinking worked.
Waves.
Walk through the beach hand in hand
Fill the air with scent of romance
Ah’ promises to own conscience unkept
As the waves erased our footprints
And summer winds fell to the autumn cold
A dream I weaved within the waves that came
And my message of love will walk over the waves
And will bring a smile of warmth upon your face
When your own heart will whisper my verse of love
Into the depths of your soul from where sprouted,
Unknown meanings of a new romantic feeling.
Oh’ between the written unknowns I searched,
But the romance from you soul sprouted,
Carried the love of days gone,
The magic in your eyes seen
And galloping of tomorrow’s waves.
And deeper and deeper into my soul pierced,
The inevitable defeat of every defence of mine,
I loved not as good as you did and now in your soul I am lost.
In the beautiful feelings of a timeless romance I fell asleep,
Where I saw no dreams, my breaths woke me to a realization,
Ah’ every dream I ever weaved, carried,
A bit of my love only meant for a soul where I am lost,
The soul through the eyes of yours I see,
Ah’ an ocean filled with waves that came and took,
Bit by bit the sand shore where I defined my love for you.
Here are some inspiring sounds
I put the train sound to the full and the rain sound to half.. Just put in the head phone and close your eyes.
Enjoy the journey
Just came up with these words after listening this song.
The morning shook off the nightly sweat and ran around to spread the light… The universe is a fantastic phenomenon we will never understand, Yet through love we share our desires and find solace, And mask the souls with layers and layers of lies….Ah’ this day achievement means… yet another lie…
I’ve Seen That Movie Too
Music: Elton John
Lyrics: Bernie Taupin
I can see by your eyes you must be lying
When you think I don’t have a clue
Baby you’re crazy
If you think that you can fool me
Because I’ve seen that movie too
The one where the players are acting surprised
Saying love’s just a four letter word
Between forcing smiles, with the knives in their eyes
Well their actions become so absurd
chorus:
So keep your auditions for somebody
Who hasn’t got so much to lose
‘Cause you can tell by the lines I’m reciting
That I’ve seen that movie too
(repeat chorus)
It’s a habit I have, I don’t get pushed around
Stop twinkling your star like you do
I’m not the blue print for all of your B films
Because I’ve seen that movie too
The one where the players are acting surprised
Saying love’s just a four letter word
Between forcing smiles, with the knives in their eyes
Oh their actions become so absurd
Hi All,
Yeah I am in and out of here .. but I still love the good old Xanga. This whole new format is weird.. Gotta get used to it.
Here is my new passion 360 Degree Videos and Pictures.
Here are some of the videos I took
Andy Grammer at Miller Park Video 1 these two videos are not of the best quality as I was only at the baby steps with BublCam
Andy Grammer at Miller Park Video 2
Now I wanted to take a good video of my backyard and it was okay the new settings were not saved like I thought
And of course the inside of my house. This is the living and dining area with a walk through my small kitchen.
Simple life isn’t it? Aha.. it is anything but simple behind that smile. Here is the latest poem from my Facebook
Someone in the Academy Of American poets once said…One should not explain a poem.. I called that person very bad names and left the Academy forum for good. I told the then admin.. I am a poet and I don’t need any academy to approve that. If you don’t read my poem with my explanations then the next generation will.
Here is the explanation of my poem..
I am a person who never leaves a friend. There are people who were friendly to me and then they became rivals but I never leave that person whom I call a friend. That person will always be someone I care about. In thoughts, prayers and in deeds, I will always be there for them.
I lost a friend because she didn’t like something I said. But she never lost me, and just today I thought I will check how she is doing and went to her facebook and saw this…
“Nicoderm CQ exists for people who want to quit smoking. What do they have for people who want to quit chocolate?”
I said to myself Probably Chocoderm byq
Then I thought I should have never gone there.. but I did because of the following reason.
Twilight Of The Rising Sun.
Wandering through the timelines of our life, Ah’ I wonder,
What wonderful creations of God you and I are,
Wiping away sweat, for each other we cared,
Wiping away tears of joy, ah’ each other we loved.
All the combinations of care and love we championed,
And then fought we, like street dogs and each other we left,
Leaving only salty sad tears forever in our eyes.
But we held, we became the champions of our own hearts.
And when the timelines of future we face every day,
Have we forgotten that one day we must champion,
Each other’s heart than heart of our own, leaving,
Soul in perpetual loneliness none can connect to?
Dreams are good, dreams are great, and we must see they are fulfilled,
Oh love will outlive every dream outside of romance we will ever see,
As in every possible way I tried to turn my heart away from you and failed,
Ah’ the rising sun’s twilight will bring to you a smile filled with my love.
This little poem was written during a drive back home after a night out party. It was about 2:45AM and I was driving home after dropping one of my friend and his wife home. It was dark and the night was creeping all over me. I just recorded this into my phone… I rephrased this a bit.
Enjoy.
The Reality.
The passion for life builds,
In the childhood days, in laughs and tears,
Dragged through the learnings of emotions,
Rebelling through the vast ocean of knowledge,
Ah’ we learn to love, we learn to hate, we learn to act.
In it all a reality unfolds, Sadness is that reality,
Oh’ looking on the beauty of the twilight waking in the east,
The soul weeps, Ah’ remembering the days where we parted,
The soul weeps. Ah’ remembering your smiling face,
In it all a reality unfolds, Sadness is that reality.
