In all honesty, I don’t know what to write anymore. I tookbreak after break after break and now I know I am breaking down. I let down alot of people by leaving xanga. Now I am back. Not in the same way though… you allwill understand what the changes are in the days to come.
Well… I am sad,angry and frustrated. Happiness…. mmm it is an illusion I don’t understandanymore. There are those who believe they can be a friend of minewithout knowing who I really am. There are who believed that I am a soft speakingflower carrying romantic. And here I am none of those, I am no friend of anyone.I am not the lover of anyone. But I know who really I am. Literally the “LonelyPoet”I will remain as is. The “Age Of Survival” is over. I will not wait for life todeal the next deck of cards for me. I probably will make my own game with my ownsets of rules. Well… I already know the set of rules. Now I need invent a game around those rules. Haha.Though, tragic in the eyes of all, I still enjoy “MY” life to the fullest.
So how will start “IAAAAAAM BAAAAAACK”. Good enough?
Yesh.
♥Emily
are you really? great!
Sweet Riaz~ Ahhh…i for one, am so glad your back. I have missed reading your daily updates. You write so deep. We are all friends in one way or another. Life is complicated. But, just so you know….i care. I care that you are lonely, or that you are happy or so or whatever. Your important to our xanga world. Take care sweet friend of mine and I will talk to you later. Hugz…Kimmie*
YAY! You are back! I am very happy. I know what you mean aout not writing…in my own way. Take care!