Sad to hear that, well… my best guess would be your boyfriend is away from you and you are probably stressing yourself out with work and school and of course the weather is changing. No one seems to be in a pleasant mood at all. Don’t worry, push away these days without tiring your mind. There are times when what’s asked for the day is survival than success.
Read the poem in this link…. The explanation is there in the link of the poem itself of why I wrote this poem. It may fit your mood well and may be better it.
May all that from your wishes sprout, In fulfillment shower upon you.
Riaz Ahammed
Yes, I did get a message from him. Thank you for clearing that up, I didn’t know who he was.