A Head Start

I am about to go to bed now. I thought I will be able to finish at least part of what I was doing for more than a month, this night. I failed. I sometime get too emotional and start to act erratically. Some of my erratic behavior during the last month was the result of that. Please forgive me if I hurt anyones feelings in that process. If you are new here you won’t know. Once before I have gone through this and the side effect was good about 110 poems. Now I am not entirely back there, there is considerable difference as I am doing everything I can with utmost care not to be back there. I see things different, I feel things different and deal with people involved in an entirely different way. I don’t know to how many people, whatever I said so far, made any sense. It is hard to understand me at times. There are people who hate me just because they don’t understand me. Don’t join them. Listen and be patient and if possible read what is to come in full because the poem you are going to see tomorrow here is long, very long and it is just a rough draft. To make a first draft out of it may take another year. And may take an equal amount of time to get to the final version. Will I finish it early? Maybe. Is it worth doing it? YES, the very thought of it made me a poet and literally transformed my view point to entire womanhood. So I may spend a lifetime trying to perfect it.
      If you are a reader here from the beginning you have already seen parts of this poetic adventure of mine. Newbies here don’t worry, I will give enough introduction before that poem and will give you links to the older poems here.
  You all have a wonderful day…. I love you all.

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