One Soul.

In my last post I told I rarely write during Ramadhan. Well three years back I wrote a poem to be given to someone. That person just disappeared never to come back. I am posting that poem again. It is not really good to think about a girl during meditation and fasting, well, I did not had any bad intentions so my prayers were for her too. When I said for her too, there is a person for whom I pray everyday. It is not about her I wrote this poem. Yeah relationships can become complicated before you know it. Enjoy the poem.

One Soul.

Bright light in my heart filled,
When pleasant thoughts in meditations found,
And with a cheerful smile,
To you I come.
 
The glory of mind in my search filled,
The glow of life in my senses filled,
And with that glow in my soul,
To you I come.
 
The veil of the morning lifted,
When your face I saw,
And the brightness I gathered,
In every meaning fulfilled,
When to you I come.

The noon time sun bowed,
When in your thoughts at sky I looked,
And the glory of you in every sense filled,
When to you I come.

New meanings of gladness I found,
When upon your eyes I looked,
That precious soul to mine every time spoke,
When to you I come.

Gladness in every way you define,
But to my eyes you look,
And seek the completeness of your joy,
When to you I come.

In the glory of love to each other dissolve,
The material passions in each other we kept,
But forever exists only one soul,
As our souls merged as one in romance and love.

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM

Hungry Lion.

There is a certain person who got blocked from this site and I believe came back couple of times here. I know who comes to this site using trackers. It is unfortunate that person left me and my poetry for whatever and now coming in like a stranger. To that person.. If you want to be back, understand, you can send me a request and no questions asked, no terms or conditions said. I will take you back, because I am a very caring person. I will not say that it is with kindness I am letting you back or this is my charity. I will say, it is with respect and honor I welcome you back. If you don’t want to be known here add me in twitter http://twitter.lonelypoet.com I have a new facebook account but after the treatment I got from you in facebook last time it is better we don’t see there at all.

It is the month of Ramadhan, rarely I write during the month of fasting. So no new poem I am going to just post an old poem which you all may know very well. It is from my book “Age Of Survival”. This poem kinda reflects what I feel now. Read.

Waiting For The Last Summer Rain.

Among the crowd he wandered,

With thoughts that wondered,

About life that seems normal,

Alien for him from the path fate paved.

A summer storm loomed above and all around,

The singing birds silenced by a rumble,

The fear in the eyes of those birds said,

More about what is to come than the past.

He walked away from the streets,

And in a deserted corner stood,

Unknowing what felt inside was real,

Or another fancy thought that may drag,

Him down way below the land he stood.

He knew no ways around this town,

None of the faces any way familiar,

He never meant to go anywhere he realized,

He never spoke to himself either.

Inside, he felt lost for all he felt for that girl,

As deep into the halls of mind silence penetrated,

Leaving mind astray with no hope of recovery,

Burying deep his love still listening to her silence.

The norm of the world stopped,

More dreams from sprouting,

As inside he felt what felt was wrong,

And must be washed away in the last rain,

Of a turbulent summer he wished never existed.

Love still remained untold and unfelt,

Leaving another wound inside that will never heal,

He wiped away the tears he felt in his eyes,

And then without a thought I crossed the street,

To offer some words to console his broken heart,

The closer I reached the blurry became my eyesight,

But nothing wrong was there with my vision,

It was him, who was fading and shrinking,

And in my awe of surprise I stood still,

How long I don’t know I stood there in awe,

But felt ashamed and sad,

When the flower seller passing by said,

In her perplexed and humorous tone,

“Why are you staring at your own shadow sir?”

From the book “Age Of Survival” ©LonelyPoet. All rights reserved. No Part of this poem maybe reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publishers. Published by Publish America, LLP

Here are some of my latest pictures. Hair is gone so don’t laugh at me it will grow back.

First Day At Work, Fasting on Twitpic

First Day At Work, Fasting

Hide And Seek on Twitpic

Hide And Seek

Friday Fun Face on Twitpic

Friday Fun Face

Work At Times Can Be Very Intense on Twitpic

Work At Times Can Be Very Intense

Smiling Sleeper.

From watching T.V mind really boggles by the end of day. People for Obama, against Obama, liars, cheaters, killers, molesters you name it, they all can be found when watch any new channel. You won’t miss them. So I don’t watch much of any news channel. I go online and read some news from Reuters site. That’s it, if there is some breaking news worth watch I will go and watch the news channels. That’s it.

   Well why did I said, what I said above? People need to get a life from making up things or just feeding minds that are already troubled by an economic mess. There are some readers here from my pervious blog. They know me and couple of my friend clearly predicted this mess in 2000, at that time Clinton was getting out leaving the biggest surplus in history. Now I laugh, mostly looking at the mirror. Why did I stayed here? Of all the people I had the choice of going where ever I wanted to go. But I stayed. Like at the end of the movie King Kong it is said… beauty killed the beast. Yeah, love caught me big time. I searched and searched for the following poem I wrote in 2000. Never posted this poem anywhere but this was one of the first poems I wrote in this style. Describing the surroundings first, create an atmosphere to get the reader to the core of the poem told at the end. I found the poem in an old website, they still exists. Here it is… Enjoy

Smiling Sleeper.

 

Creepy creatures of night screeched,

As moon like a half eaten cotton candy watched,

Deep into mind fear of night spoke,

But this uncaring lover only smiled.

 

Water from afternoon rain still rolled,

The pebbles through the narrow spring,

And the sleepless chameleon for a nighttime meal crawled.

 

Petal after petal from the bud split,

And the flower all around spread,

Scent from heavens came for lovers feel more loved.

 

Yet another night passing by,

As sleepless I watched,

And in deep thoughts how to make you happy spent,

Day and night in prayers that spoke words of your love,

Oh’ nothing are my efforts comparable to the love you give,

As I still can feel your love,

Even when with a smiling face you sleep.

 

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

A Love Uncared.

My weekend was spent in Kansas with my brother and family. Had a great drive too and from there. Talking about drive, I got the idea of the following poem during a drive to Kansas last month. I am not going to tell much more as there isn’t much I can say now. Enjoy the poem.

A Love Uncared.

The dusk in the beauty of a darling quietly stood,

As through the thickening darkness drove,

And a melancholic tune into the soul she whispered,

As to the lust of night she surrendered.

 

Ahead a little the light shown,

Many vehicles as if in a battle field passed

As right through nights chest pierced,

With the vengeance of violating the pretty looking dusk.

 

All over as, home in sweetness ended waiting,

And after the long drive bed bore more beauty than any dusk,

All tired when to sleep tried, face upon the pillow pressed,

To mind in the melancholy of the tune dusk sang came a thought,

Why no more dreams I see Oh’ at least a nightmare I should see,

And think about as in emptiness of mind darkness crept.

 

Oh then conscious mind kissed the lips of sleep,

Hours mind the love of sleep felt,

The insomniac sub-conscious mind like a wild dog barked,

Showing the magic of life and how elusive that magic from this life.

 

Then from all sides fire, smoke and screams erupted,

The scales of no dragon seen,

There are no bombs exploding,

It was the birth of oneself, from peace of one reality,

Into the depths of earthly life’s brutality,

Oh’ again and again the scream heard,

As sleep left sharing some hours of love.

 

The echoes of the scream and fires seen at birth,

The unloved past of a lover’s lost paths,

All erased as from all corners of horizons she came,

With a happy version of the tune she sang,

Then a realization to mind came,

Everyone who is loved will see,

This beauty in the eyes of the one who love,

Then as the morning exploded all around, with a smile stood,

Knowing how much God loves us all.

 

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

The Material Angel

What a brutal weekend, work, blogtv shows, work then no rest just crazy stuff. And today … alright… lets start over last week aha I think you all got what I am talking about.

I will keep you posted.

 

The Poem comparatively newer one. Got the rights issues done faster this time. Looks like someone is working in D.C. hehe. It takes its name from the last three lines. Just some scribble about a long lost relationship. Yeah it all feels very long now.

 

The Material Angel

Sing, Sing O birds Sing,

As through the breeze you all glide,

Sing the tunes she whistled.

 

Dance O flowers dance,

And will you keep the petals open a little more,

As in prettiness of you all reflect,

The charms of a beauty, who whispered,

Into the wind the love of her mind,

And the wind all over me flew,

Dropping pollen the wind stole,

Kissing you all after hearing her words of love.

 

Smile, Smile O soul smile,

As the whole nature waits,

The happiness of yours as for too you spent,

In the meditation all call love,

Whispering prayers for lovers,

Who all won, lost and perished,

Though none to look for, for a word of care,

Oh you in waiting for love and care,

Feeling the spiritual love of God in every breathe.

 

“Where are the angels gone?”

No need to yell to the world O my soul,

In their own world they all are,

With no time to see sincerity,

Or they all live the paradise of ignorance,

And to you my soul, the material me is your angel,

And to the material me you O soul,

A God given beauty, none cared to see.

 

 ©RIAZAHAMMED.COM 2009-2015 All rights reserved.

View Of Insanity

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This is me at work

 

Aha a week is over. I am not that tired like I thought. I feel upbeat. That’s good as there isn’t much happening to get me into this mood. Well, who cares about reasons what one feels is what matters. There are many different kind of people I know from here, Twitter, BlogTV, MySpace. Damn some of them have serious mental issues. I am not kidding.. those are reptilians with no mercy. They know what I am talking about.

 

The Poem. Written around the second week of May. This poem did not made any sense to me first. I modified it couple of times now I see it as when stood away from the poem like when one stands away from a painting one see more of the painting. I understood what feeling flown through my mind, then through hands and wrote this. Enjoy my insanity. Hehehe.

Have a great weekend everyone.

View Of Insanity

The seasons stood pale and time frozen,

In chain and balls love life days kept,

Unfed and tortured with nightmares of lonely life,

Ah’ the pain of waiting way beyond birth went back.

Silence watched every move and loomed,

And pried on every thought to mind came,

With doubts and consumed everything five senses can bring.

Oh’ never thought love have a synonym called Silence.

Tired as when awake all lost laid,

And to mind come the scaring daydreams,

And darkness at nights squeezed,

Oh’ from it all, to some far away place, wanted to run.

But no ways one can find,

As clouded everything looks,

Shadows firing arrows with poison filled,

Shapeless faces laughing and blowing flying kisses,

And stood beside a bond fire eating their own half fried flesh.

Venomous serpents out of their sleeping holes crept,

Spitting toxic venom all over,

Nothing stopped the blood filled eyes of lusty women,

Selling themselves just for satisfying their lust.

Wander not Oh not away from truth,

As all I said were no fantasy,

Or any form of creation of fiction,

They are the view of reality from another dimension,

Which anyone can see if looked from that dimension,

From these global view when into inside of oneself looked,

All I can find is all I did, and all I did was love,

And all I got was this view of insanity.

 

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

The Vanished Words.

Some months back I announced the next book I am publishing. “Yesterdays And Romantic Feelings” That’s the name of the book. It took a while to convince the publisher to go ahead with the book as is in this tough economic times. Couple of weeks back I was just sitting at home watching TV. when this idea came to my mind. I am going to change the whole book. The 125 poems in the book will like a big poem of 125 words. So lot more writing to do. I pulled the book from almost the edge of printing. So my initial estimate is about eight weeks of writing to connect them all. You all will love it… I guarantee it. hehehe

  Here is a poem I wrote during a storm. Hope most of you know how to read between the lines. aha.

The Vanished Words.

The wind upon the trees lashed, unopposed,
The woods in the wild dance of the western wind swayed,
The Owl still howled as hunger about any storms never cared,
The ground again and again shook,
As thunder blasted and the ground by fiery lightnings pierced,
As these sights embedded into memory in my mind sprouted,
Verses about calm and peace.

Night and storms bolted as his muscles Sun shook,
And Sun through every corner of the morning pierced,
And like a lover looking for love, light to every corner spread,
Dust raised and out of the windows crept through the peeping rays,
The new bloomed glories and violets,
The old tunes from the throats of the Cardinals, well rested,
Ah’ a line of verse upon the tip of my tongue danced, well weaved.

The innocence of the child, even in cries
The eagerness on the face of the teenager, even in naughtiness
The all lost look upon the face of man in mid-age crisis,
The fear on the face of the slow driving oldie,
Oh’ many words weaved in verses and then broke,
And those words in innocence, eagerness, lost thoughts, fear,
Vanished as past, present and future was what was seen.

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

Turbulent Beginnings

There is confusion about a relationship. Well was or is? Just don’t know. That’s the confusion. In that situation one can only look back not ahead, because the present is in a pause and future is based on present. While look back at every relationship, one can see the mistrust and doubts and everything associated with it. It is the very thought like that that made me write this poem. Hope you all will enjoy it.

Turbulent Beginnings

 

The Sights and sounds are feuding when at your beauty I look,
Love holding the hands of wind and around us fly,
Birds through the winds glide,
And in your eyes I see,

The origin of all ups and downs of this moment.

 

Oh’ the turbulent gone by days,

Like thick dark clouds on a summer day hide,

To come and strike us with thunderbolts in the dark of night,

Turbulent those days always are,

In the beginning of every relationships,

Though the inevitable turbulence shook,

Us beyond every imagination of us,

Ah’ the doubtful thoughts,

The sarcastic remarks with vengeance,

The eagerness to know the unknown of each other,

The at the end of the day when known,

About the love of each other,

Tear filled apologies and embraces that made us one.

 

Oh’ all the pain heart went through,

All the sleepless nights,

The shed tears and the tears held,

The wonderful words spoken and the sharp sarcasms said,

When holding you in my arms I realize,

I can go through it all a million times again and again,

As the prize for all the effort worth,

Millions of lifetimes enslaved in love for you.

 

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

A Question From A Day To Day Event.

I am not going to write much about anything today. Just going to release this poem for you all to read.

 

A Question From Day To Day Events.

 

The tarot reader shown a clown with a sword,

The warrior walked away dragging his dirty bag,

The one who play evil in the drama wiped,

Her sweat filled forehead upon her naked upper arms.

 

The dancing peacock kept on dancing,

As lashed around the warm rain drowning dust,

Lovers kissed upon lips just to give a feeling of jealousy,

Still eyes scavenged for a sight that gives happiness.

 

Oh life why not dance along with the peacock,

Give every sense a moment of pleasure,

As pain was all you ever gave,

Courage you are not as into a system for you built,

Slowly you danced as fate stood invisible and laughed.

 

The wise from their wisdom learned,

Past is a molded iron rod impossible to melt,

Present is molten iron ore in a furnace of fierce heat,

Future pieces of lumber all around scattered,

From it all I will try and try and again I will try,

To make a piece of art for generations to enjoy,

With chisels made of the molten iron ore,

Will you bless me with the glimpse of your face?

A model who once outlived every emotion with passion,

Now dancing with my life far, far away from where I am.

 

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

 

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Time Without Her.

Its been a while since you all heard from me. Thanks for the concerned messages. I appreciate it a lot. You all are family to me.

  I was away in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. Though Riaz Ahammed was born in India, That’s where LonelyPoet birthed. Looks like someone cursed me when I literally lived there with everything one can imagine. I cannot go back to Milwaukee. I tried for 9 years. It just don’t happen. In the end I took every resource of mine and tried to get a job there last year well you all know how the economy did last year. Pssst… now I am working my ass off to pay off the debts. Done with that place.

   The tooth fairy is still bitching in my mouth. Damn my teeth became so sensitive damn I cannot properly chew anything. So last couple of weeks I was angry too. I may work in this weekend and I don’t have anything to do this weekend anyway. The movie that came out was Harry Potter… When I saw the first movie I told my friends, I will stop watching Harry Potter the moment the kids starts to kiss each other. Well they all grew up to be young adults. (maybe I am still stuck up at the age of 18). I will look to see another movie. Looks like the weather here going to be around in lower 70s. So I may not work. I just don’t know. Lets see. I will keep you all posted.

  Have a great weekend

 

Time Without Her.

 

Glad are you without her words,

And in triumph dances,

Holding hands of thin air in freedom,

As far, far away she is from this unfortunate lover,

In spirit and material, too far.

 

An old gramophone played aloud,

An evergreen tune that played on,

Even after the gramophone stopped,

Mind not ready for a flashback,

Into the darkness of eyelids looked,

That said it was still dark outside.

 

Promise me mind you will never talk,

About her love for me,

About the days in you mind I wished,

To love her in every passion, compassion,

Every emotion God blessed me with,

Oh many promises I gave you O mind,

And made them grow like naughty pets,

All of them I murdered,

And in pain I fell O’ I fell in defeat,

As the promise to me she gave,

She murdered mercilessly.

 

Many faces in my mind burned,

Though sobbed inside, tears in eyes held,

Still I realize her worth to me,

As still every beat of my heart,

Echoes a verse I meant to say,

Praising her love for me.

 

But without her life will go on,

Days don’t care who lives through it,

Birds don’t care who listen to their songs,

Haters don’t care who likes them.

But still mind keep on whispering,

Counterpointing the echo of my heart,

A name I gave her symbolizing my love,

A name which means my darling.

 

©RIAZAHAMMED.COM. 2009-2015 All Rights Reserved

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