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Little bad time I should say. One of my wisdom teeth broke and what remains of it is scratching my cheeks and the bottom wisdom tooth. There is another wisdom tooth on the right side that is hanging. Not a lot of pain but I have a swelling on my left cheek. I saw the doctor and got referred to a dental surgeon. Well as three teeth need to be taken out I should be put to sleep. There is a problem for that; I am alone so the doctor sent me home on Friday saying that I should bring an adult with me. Today I am took my coworker Chris with me. Now I am hungry to eat an Elephant alive but got to wait forever before all these numbness and bleeding to stop. I was sleeping now I am half awake and sitting and typing this.

How are you all out there. I really felt lonely in the last couple of day. There is always a price to pay for being alone. If I fell there won’t be any to take care of me. Chris came as a god send blessing thanks to him.

 

Unappreciated Smile Of The Invisible Darling 

The months of summer have arrived,

Oh’ dear like your smile they all came,

Warm, bright and enlightening.

My dear, my dearest darling these days I look,

At these bright warm days to be reminded,

Of a smile I wish I could see,

Everyday brighter than the summer sun,

And brightening up the darkest moments of life.

Oh’ invisible you always was,

And invisible you will remain,

Silent about you I will remain,

Fulfilling your undeniable wish,

But do you believe I ever can keep,

That wonderful smile of yours invisible in my mind?

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Hello my friends, how are you all doing? Here is my question. What the hell is going on out there? Honestly I have no idea. I go from home to office then back to home. Nothing else. Well no matter what happens the poet is just the poet who will write. Here is one of my poems. This poem was originally named as The Triumphant Hypocrite. Later only the first part was written at that time. The ending was written recently. Well, just read it, its all in there.

 

Love Of The Triumphant Hypocrite.

He loved to curse,

But in public he did not.

He loved the sex and every woman in mind he undressed

But sweet words to all of them he said,

As every time he wanted to ask courage in him failed,

Over the lands, mountains and over many seas he flown,

With every comfort known to mankind he lived,

But a mind that thinks about one thing and body that does otherwise,

Oh’ deep inside still wishes in chain reaction for more and more cried.

 

A happy face to the world he shown,

And the single minded man took it all like a looter,

But the emptiness inside that filled, he could never eradicate.

One girl not through the eyes of lust he looked,

A pretty girl she was and he knew she deserved a better man.

And she found the better man she thought,

Who looked gay and only misery to her life that boy can bring.

Oh’ the hypocrite at her and gay looking boy looked.

Charming words and gifts of all kinds he gave,

With smiles across the face spreading,

With a thought of revenge for her who did not love him to live,

Unloved and betrayed by the one she love.

 

When with another smile a wonderful life for them he wished,

He wished to find a way, anyway to wipe,

The fresh born tears from inside his minds eyes.

 

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I survived the weekend aha, well I called it my experiment with laziness. That’s what I did, I just slept, sat on couch and watched a lot of T.V then I don’t know what all things I ate. But I tried my best to keep away from computers. To say it all in a nutshell… It was good.

    It is Monday, what you will get from me on a Monday after a very emotionally draining weekend? 5 min scribbles. Like I said in a post last week, these are spontaneous writings in which I pick up a thought and write it spending exactly 5 min. If I don’t get it all out in 5 min that’s a full poem.

  This one came when I asked myself  “You want a boy or girl as first child” see that was the thought, now read what came out of that thought.

 5 Min Scribbles

 Like the wings of a humming bird, brittle,

 Her eyebrows moved as in the depths of sleep dreamed,

 What dreams dances in her soul I wonder,

 But O God again and again blowing at you I pray,

 To keep away every nightmare from her innocent heart,

 And bless this blessing you gave me with every blessing of yours.

 

Hope you now know what gone through the mind. That’s it folks. Have a great Monday evening.

 

 

Didn’t I told you girls love to have pictures of mine on their T-Shirts. Here is one… J/K heehe I did it with PhotoFunia.Com check this site out it is amazing

 

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This will be the toughest weekend in the last 5 years of my life. I am not kidding. Well I will survive. It is a damn hot day. I hated the weather. Even though I was born and brought up in a warm place never really liked the heat at all. I used to be a fast bowler in cricket. A game played in the humid heat all day for five days. If I stand in heat like that for a whole day.. mmm my belly may burn away. Said about belly, it is growing. I think I am pregnant.. hehe just kidding. Yes my waist line is huge that’s not any kidding. I got to get a grip on my ever expanding waist. The job week was hectic. We are getting around well a nice team we got here at work.  I am not going to give you a lecture of how life needs to be lived. But one should know when choosing a partner, that understanding is the key. Everything else perishes away before that. Think again before you make that choice. There is a lifetime ahead to live.

 

This is another poem presented in blogtv. I will be back with more during the weekend. Have a great weekend everyone.

From The Depths Of Darkness.

 

Fallen from the heights of life,

Deep and far from all known life,

Grown in the depths of love,

All meanings life lost,

As most of life with dark clouds veiled,

And that invisible parasite from every corner clutched,

The dark phenomenon everyone calls fate.

 

No directions known,

North, east, west and south,

All merged in depths of dark,

And through it all fell into the valley of gloom,

Where darkness all five senses can feel.

 

Ran to and fro then left and right,

All felt same,

And landed into the middle of woods,

As the grass grown neck long,

Blade grass through skin mercilessly pierced,

Leaches sucked blood giving no pain,

Serpents at legs bound and bite their venom ineffective,

As life itself fed, the most powerful venom,

The power from the unloved heart flown,

Through vein and those serpents all fell dead,

And grass lifeless fell losing all essence,

Leaches in coma lied,

Still darkness bound tight even in imaginations.

 

As every hope turned to mere cravings,

Blood mixed with tears when thought about her,

She whom he lost beyond every dream,

Oh’ he cursed and cursed his own misfortune,

And in the dark onto a dark boulder he ran,

As he lay flat from the furthest corner seen,

A bit of light that grown in size,

She came to him and right beside him she sat,

And a little above the whispering voice to him she said,

“I am no God given gift,

I am no lucky star,

I am not the fun filled doll in your childhood you carried,

I am no material blessing rest of your life you can keep,

Never ever you saw me as who I am,

As all I said was what in me you always searched,

Why you never asked me to give my life to you,

Which in all happiness to you I always wished to give,

And I know my smiles will bring to you all you wished,

In the coming days try to gain a girl who is just a girl,

Whom you can love from the depths of mind,

And look for a girl who is a human not an angel,

On that day with all my love I will be there for you”.

 

Then she walked away as not a move he couldn’t make,

The morning woke up somewhere and no sun he could see,

Still he laid there in the middle of the park,

Losing the intoxication in every second passed,

The morning joggers and dog walkers all ran away,

As they all want to stay as far away from a naked drunkard.

 

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I don’t say much about what is going on with my life. Well it is quite hectic. I changed a bit as I start way early in the morning and come home as early as I can. There is not a lot I can say about my work or where I work or even where exactly I live. I am somewhere in the US that’s it. I am working on some new poems which you all will see here in the coming days. What more I can say…. Mmmm

  Mind through turbine tumble on and on,

  The reasons you will see when the scrolls of verses unbind,

  In the coming days that will give more about who I am,

  Misjudging me and my intentions bore cruelty which pierced,

  And still I smile as my hurt will only hurt you the caring one.

  What you will “Learn” oh’ dear,

  Should’ve been learned from wisdoms of past,

  Than the mistake you made when firing arrows of slander aimlessly.

  Oh’ It only awoke a lover long time back I put to sleep,

  Now tell me what lullaby should I sing?

  To put him back to sleep.

 

Here is a poem I wrote and presented in blogtv. Yes it is about a girl.

 

Enjoy

Smile Of The Darling Girl

 

The colorful magic Mother Nature spread,

Through the hands of the beautiful spring,

Nature thrown her share all around,

Of happiness all souls wished for in the dark days.

 

Through the dawns of life she crawled,

And stepping into the morns of life she is,

From the depths of mind all the happiness she can share,

She gathered and on her face brought,

Her eyes glittering like two bright little stars,

That wonderful pointed nose spread a little more,

Skin upon her forehead stretch a little and shined,

The rosy cheeks to the side bulged spreading,

Those soft lips upon which nature dipped her quill,

And paused to see that wonderful moment before she painted,

A new species of flower in colors unseen danced.

 

The singing birds paused and the flying birds landed all around,

The wind waited upon the tree holding his breath,

Oh’ even the light from the glory of sun for a moment stopped,

When that wonderful smile upon her face spread,

A smile this portion of time took as a blessing,

And every creature that saw that smile left a prayer,

Upon a humble poet who in words wrote from his soul,

About the wonderful feelings of love upon his mind laid,

And told her his love for her again and again,

Making her smile again and again with his love.

 

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What will Time say when Time one of the creations of God was about to take the eternal sleep. Here Read.

 

The Last Words Of Time

 

Once upon a time, when I was a lot younger,

There lived a man who loved a girl,

Many ways he choose to show her how much he cared,

Many ways he choose to make her feel how much he loved,

But chose not to tell her the words of love,

As words of love were over used by humanity at that time,

She knew it all she first cared about it all,

Then she lost it all in her views that even made me laugh,

She danced her way away, far away from him,

And covered herself in smoke screens through which he can’t see,

Which left him in the pain of parting, unbearable,

But no hypocrite he was and he knew nothing he could do,

Spent the rest of his life unknown to even myself,

When at the end of his time after losing her years ago,

He said these words,

“Oh’ how much I loved her and I thank God for the gift of love,

  Again and again in this lifetime I loved her more and more,

  Though no love from her I got and from her life me she forgot,

  Oh’ keeping all the love God gave me witness, I leave all the good I did,

  At her foot as all the good I always did to her I owe,

  Oh’ tired I am not and but to the world where she belongs… Good Bye”

Many generations and civilizations in billions of years I have seen,

He is the one, who truly loved and spent his life loving her,

I only remember those words when I take my eternal sleep.

 

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The idea behind these writings is to bring a thought out into words in 5 minutes. Here is one of them.

5 Min Scribbles

Thoughts flashing through mind,

Some where gathered by the subconscious,

Most came from fragments reality left behind,

By the storm of life at time of birth began.

Others were dead leaves that once stood with a tree,

Cut down by fantasy of better time, space and uncouth ignorance,

Never ever a thought flashed through my mind,

Where you will keep on running on that hamster’s wheel,

Set by the world around who all in stupidity thrives.

 

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I went on a ride, it was unholy and the most dramtic. Now I am back here in PoetryBox. This is where I belong. The rest of the internet is screwed up. I hate Facebook so I cancelled that account. My Myspace will go soon too. I will be here and in my lonelypoet sites. There are those who lost me because they became too materialistic. I thought someone understood what I am truly about and I was relieved about it. Now I know that whole feeling I had was wrong and that person took me all wrong. The cancer of the material world had eaten her mind. The sad part is the mistake she is making will hurt her. I cannot do anything other than just walk away. That’s what I did from Facebook. She is only thinking from her side and I thinking from all sides and I am hurt. It is with audacity I went there and now I feel stupid going to an idiotic site that is good for nothing.
My poetry haven’t suffered because of this. The poetry you may see here in the coming day will reflect what I said above. But I will guide my mind in a new way. I will entertain you that’s for sure.

You should watch the first video as there is an introduction and short history of this poem. Enjoy

The Listening Flower – Broadcast your self LIVE  

The Listening Flower.

 

The imprint of smiles upon my mind you left,

To them I seek solace oh’ dear I seek,

That flowing hair, I wish to touch,

Those wonderful eyes my eyes seek,

Those smiling lips my lips crave,

And the imprints to me sung tunes,

That kept your face an ever living image.

 

Days lived around me as the living meaning,

Of the reality of you far, far away,

Memories wrote pages of imaginations of you,

In mind as soul to receive the soul of yours craved,

And to them can I sing an anthem of love?

 

Though imperfect in the world around you I maybe,

The gladness you leave every time your soul you show,

Binds together all the fallen pieces of life,

You are that perfection erasing every imperfection,

In the world you are and in the mind of mine.

I thought of posting something before this poem but the browser screwed up… so that’s gone.. Enjoy the poem

Kissing Rose – Broadcast your self LIVE

Kissing Rose

 

The summer sun all over the town exploded,

And birds from all corners came,

Oh’ how wonderful it was to see,

The world in the warmth of love,

Love of Mother Nature dance,

And love from numb reality thrived,

And out lived the cruelty of fate.

 

In this bustling town,

Crowned the beauty of Rose,

She walked like a deer,

And dear to all she became,

And then to the town came Jason,

With cunning lust the only feeling he knew,

From the moment he saw Rose,

He put both his eyes upon Rose,

In her innocence to him she always talked,

But nothing good from his mouth came,

Though surprised, she took it all as fun.

 

Jason told her with a face filled with smile,

Hands holding flowers of the best kind,

Mind filled with lusty thoughts,

“Oh my Rose, my darling Rose,

There isn’t a day in my life I can live,

Without a thought of those dazzling eyes,

There isn’t a moment in my life I can spare,

Without the thoughts of that charming smile,

In your bosom sleeps love I wish for all my life,

Give me love and in my love will spread the life of yours”.

 

Days gone by as every invitation Rose dodged,

Her admirers one by one Jason chased away,

Some with threats, some with blackmail,

Many with slanders unbelievable,

None should talk but him that became his life’s mission,

And through every crooked means he achieved what he aimed,

None talked to her only the cunning smile of him she saw,

Only the lust filled words of romance she heard,

And days stacked to weeks and weeks to months,

Still not a node of love from Rose to Jason came.

 

Jason’s words lost its charm,

Love left the town as only lust of a crooked man felt,

And his invitations turned to pleas for kindness,

Oh’ lovers in another way are decent beggars he proved,

But compassion he never deserved Rose knew it well,

And she only gave smile in her kindness,

Jason lost all his hope with summer ready to bow away,

Then on a bright evening in the golden lights of sun he asked,

“Rose my darling sweet heart, I must leave this town,

Please let me leave a kiss on those pretty lips,

And forever I will let that memory stalk my mind,

And forever I will stay away from this town,

Deny not oh dear don’t deny the plea of this lost lover”

 

To him without a smile she asked,

“Words will gain my heart you believed?

Roses will win my charm you thought?

Love is a feeling one should feel first,

And then must share without a touch,

You know nothing about love oh’ my lost lover,

And now you only want a touch of me in material,

And even now only the well being of your memory you cared,

Nothing for this poor wretched lonely girl”.

 

Turning away she walked a step or two,

And Jason after her ran,

And on his knees he pleaded to her for his one last wish,

“Touch you with my hand I will not,

Keep the windows open a foot high dear,

And after midnight I will come and you just show your lips,

I will kiss and fade into the darkest corners of the world”.

 

Rose turned and without a word away she ran,

And Jason shouted again and again,

“Silence is a yes and I will come tonight dear”.

 

Confused about what to do, Rose all tired, came home,

Her single dad held her and asked reason for her gloom,

Told all that happened to her dad,

And with a smile to her he told,

“Don’t worry my little princess I will take care of this,

You just sleep in my room just for this night,

And without harming him I will making him leave”.

 

Night came late as day shown his last muscle around the sun,

And all lights faded as mid night galloped all around the town,

Jason crept up the creepers without making a sound,

Holding on to the rails of the window he whispered,

“Rose my dear, here I am, please, please just show your lips,

I cannot hold on for too long dear,

Hearing this Rose’s dad woke up,

Without making any noise, her dad pulled down his pajamas,

And shown his freshly shaven ass through the window gap,

And Jason kept his word as with his hand he didn’t touched at all,

And did the best kiss he can ever give,

And he left in the way he came.

 

Next morning to the church when Rose walked,

All packed up Jason came to her and told,

“Oh dear Rose many, many thanks for what you did,

Your lips felt thick and tasted so wonderful,

But your mouth odor, you should do something to get it fixed”.

 

Not knowing anything Rose with her usual smile ran to church,

And Jason left town with no more thoughts about her,

And true love came to town with the colors of fall.

 

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